Suicide is running through my head and I am thinking about considering it. But why dont I do It? Its because Im scared of death. Im scared of not existing. Im scared that Ill be blowing off a good life. I want to be the best at something. Being Yri has really lowered my self esteme. and getting banned twice here almost did it. So I asked for one last shot. Things are better now but not good enough. When I see "Yri" I grow sad. Some people still tease me about it. Question is, would anyone on the forums care?